Tuesday, January 5, 2010
When you know you should be doing your book review instead of blogging, you panic. You are tempted to play MapleStory so that you can level up your level 33 Flame Wizard. Your heart beats as you type each and every word on your new blog post, knowing that anytime your mother would walk in the room and scream at you.
But you dont really give a shit.
You sit on the big red comfy office chair, rolling around the room, waiting for a YouTube video to load. You press refresh every now and then, but nothing happens.
You then decide to read people's blogs. You see that none of them updated their blogs. This makes you feel that you shouldnt be blogging.
Its the second day of school, and you should really stop slacking. You know that if you keep this attitude up, your life is screwed.
Right now, you are thinking of procrastinating your book review, thinking that its the best thing to do. You sigh, and you close your eyes for a moment, thinking of the next best thing to do.
You blast rock music through your headphones, rocking your head to the beat, singing along. The music stops, and you dont know what to do. Mad World by Gary Jules comes up and it makes you want to cry. You feel stressed up, and you just want to pause time.
You wish that it was still a holiday, hoping that school would just close out of the blue for no apparent reason, thus giving you time to think about things, reminiscing.
You listen to your brother softly singing to himself, in the other room. He's studying, while you're searching your blank mind for something to do.
You want to fall asleep quickly, so that all your worries would go away, but yet you feel guilty even resting your head on the table. You know you shouldnt do this. You know that you should do the book review now.
You suddenly remember that you dont have the list of authors you're supposed write about. You feel a spur of joy, only for a second.
Then, you say, "WTF, why am I doing this? I should be doing something more useful".
You launch Microsoft Words, write your name, class, date and the title: Book Review. You asked some of your friends for the list of authors, but you realise that none of them are online.
You hit yourself on the head, and launch MapleStory.
Escoba senor loco?
You're doing it wrong.
Tuesday, January 05, 2010